Wednesday, January 11, 2012
i get my fill by the sea shore
Wednesday, 11 January 2012, [7, 1] , my first entry is poetry, pfun intended pfor pfil
(I wrote this late last ni, in wee hrs of morn 3~something AM, up all ni, thinking...)
I get my fill by the sea shore,
(many many sea shells gallore)
I am ocean & you are beach,
that's how close we should - must be -
Next to each other;
As the sea hugs the shore,
Where i love to be -
wrap around you
in our embrace,
hold u in our love-dance;
Like the tide, steady coming back again,
constantly as our hearts throbbing
with each breath
together we in unison take
I miss your kiss....
my dear,
my friend
how do I love thee, let me count the ways ... - Shakespeare
Let me count the waves, ever never ending as the ocean embrace the shore
that (is) I love your for ever and ever more ....
http://dancingqueendc.blogspot.com/2011/05/shooting-stars-sooting-hearts.html
(Missing an "h" in my first / original post)
It has been raining, supposed to be raining since Sat(however, chem trails post-poned & dissipated the clouds til Monday), for a few days since our first snow in DC Monday 9 Jan 2012, and has been freezing since Tuesday.
And thus began a new 26,500-yr cycle re-alignment of Earth with the center of the Galaxy-Universe. Yet, here I am alone since NYE, new year's eve, having dinner alone, by myself again... for two weeks now, constant reminder of our first & last disagreement. Well, it wasn't really a disagreement, more of a misunderstanding (here we go, with those semantics again...), between you and me, two people who like each other, a lot!, crazy about each other???, so frustrated about our lack of seeing each other/aka being together in person, that we both were so upset we made mistake of drinking & drunk text messaging, unintentionally hurt each other's feelings, mal-communication issues, that we forgot what's most important: our feelings for each other are beyond understanding: i.e., I miss you beyond comprehension, beyond our own understanding, so please come home, my dear....
Let's just embrace & hug each other. Every time we have an unnecessary disagreement, it rains every day I cry, it just rains and rains til we get back together again... at least for me, it can't rain all the time, yet it keeps raining til your return, back in my arms, twinkle in my eyes, in my sights & sound of your voice next to my ear, in our loving & passionate embrace - come back, please, I mean it!!!! Mush me...
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Oh, well, I thought if I block u, then u would block me so i can't see your pictures anymore. Then i remember all the pictures we used to send each other in private messages lost in my stolen cell phone and lost in your broken old phone... i wonder how we were then before you started lying and dying and i'm crying cuz ur almost dead to me... far away all the time never returned to ever know how the story ends, how it could be told... i still think of you, not because I want to but because my heart still holds you somehow, all these emotions I fell for you that you just threw away, threw my heart, me away like it meant nothing all those pictures, meggasges, letters, kissses, words that meant nothing to you... and i still wonder how and why, why did you ask me to fall in love with you, when you make all these empty promises of loving me , coming back to make up make love but here I am alone, on my journey by myself, and all i have are memories of something, not quite sure, if ever existed or just a dream... were they not memories we made, were they just a dream ... ??? .... u forgot, i think u forgot.... wish i could forget all those times you smiled and looked at me with those eyes, wish to forget also the spark in your eyes you say ignited firey passion between us when you touch my hand and hold it - i want to forget the sparks that fly between us.... in your mind return and sayb goodbye - u never said good bye.... to the tears in my eyes, my heart bleeding
ReplyDeleteEvery time the snow comes, i think of u. Cold winter snow reminds me of u... tell me why... come back to say good bye...
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